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Being a Mother – Part2

5th September 2020 I got a positive result.๐Ÿ˜ Since it was too early initial scan nothing came up. Took a blood test for them to check the hCG levels. Doctor asked me to come back after 2 weeks, still unsure if everything is alright.
2 weeks felt so long for me..
Finally.. at my next appointment, they could see the fetus. A very tiny dot. Could not hear the heartbeat yet. Again another blood test was done. I am very scared of needles..but the endless number of blood tests made me to overcome this fear actually. I was like blood test right.. come on take my blood๐Ÿคฃ.


Again waited for a week and in my next scan.. I heard the most amazing sound. Baby’s ๐Ÿ’“ it was loud and fast. I was filled with tears and I was filled with love.โค


Doctor advised me what to eat and how to be careful in the initial months. I have heard most women have upset stomach or vomiting in the initial months.. I guess I was lucky, I did not have much of that.. only two or three times at the most. Smelling lemon helped me I guess ๐Ÿ˜€
I was happy and everything was going well. Since it was during covid wave..it was at the start , at my office they allowed me to work from home.
We are staying away from parents and it was decided that, we will be going to parents place when I will be around 5 to 7th month of pregnancy.ย  My in-laws wanted us to stay with them, whereas my parents wanted us to stay with them.
I was not sure what to decide..ย  should I go with what my husband is suggesting ..that is to stay with his parent’s or should I go and stay with my parents!

To be continued..

Being a Mother – Part 1

Finally..I am ready to share my Motherhood journey with my viewers! My daughter is going be 1 year old this April 29th and I feel this is the right time for me as well to write about how I feel and what I experienced.

I never imagined that one day I will also become a Mommy. When I used to see a pregnant lady..at work or on road.. I used to think how do they manage to walk and how can they carry another life inside them. I can only see the discomfort and pain.
I was sure I don’t want to go through that phase. I am not capable of taking care of even myself..how will I be able to take care of a baby?
The big stomach that comes with it.. the pain during birth ๐Ÿ˜ข. I definitely did not want to go through it.

Well… that me has changed

After 1 year of marriage..when I was 29, I started getting these weird thoughts and feelings. ๐Ÿ˜…
My YouTube search shifted from comedy videos, make up videos to baby videos!
I felt I am now ready for a baby.. I want to be a mother. I got that feeling of responsibility which was surprising to me as well. ๐Ÿ˜†

The me who loved to spend money shopping for things that I won’t even use.. started saving. ๐Ÿ™Š

To be continued..

To my baby girl

My baby girl has been suffering from cold and cough for the past few days. Seeing her suffer feels so terrible. Past few days had been busy. Hugging her, being there with her, noting all the medications and giving to her on time. Lots to follow โ€“ cannot give medicine after feeding and then taking her from sleep and giving medicine (forgetting to give some of them). All the changing of cloths after she vomits, fighting with her hands to put that nasal spray. Calming her, singing to her, making her sleep and jumping out of bed when I hear any sound. Now sheโ€™s recovering and its my turn to be sick. Since Yesterday I am down with cold and horrible throat pain but thatโ€™s fine as long as baby gets well. You feel so helpless when your tiny one is not well, when all you can do is hug them when they are sick as you never know if they are in pain.

Today she stepped into 5 Months. I am so grateful and thankful to God for bringing her to this world and keeping her safe.

To my baby girl:

It seems like yesterday you were born

Time flies and you are soon 5 months old

Canโ€™t have enough of your laughter and cries

Its so fun playing with you

I never get tired of taking care of you

I know I am a lazy one but I will do everything for you

You make me realize that I have lot to improve

To the world you may not be perfect but for me you are most perfect and beautiful

You bring more happiness each day in my life

Love you lots, Hugs and Kisses